The Reason.....

"Erm... I also dunno how to explain... I very care what other people said..... Then the way he treat me make me feel a bit not comfortable... Maybe he is too good for me..."

"I also dunno how to say... We are just friend but he treat me more than that. But I know he did nothing wrong....."

"That's why... He never tell me he want to be with me... So I treat him as normal friend... But the way he treat me is more than friend, so other people thought i am her gf."

"I treat him as a best and special friend. Plus he never tell me he want to be with me, so i just treat him that way. If he tell me at the beginning, I will tell him honestly my taught."

"Don't you be like that...Not so serious cause he was still my best friend... Now is the time to study hard... if got destiny, no matter how far, finally will be together right??? So you no need to apologize to me..."

"Was that the way he should do toward a girl he like???Just assume I like him then can be together already?? No!!! It is not true!!! If I like a person so much, but I still got the right to choose."

Penang Trip.....

Last thursday i had went penang island with my fellow friends which ks, rr, ween, jf, han and may chee as well..... It was torchering cause we have to wait for somebody to finish his thing then only we go island together..... We stayed at Friendship Motel for 2 night..... At the first night..... We went to Gurney Drive's "Wai Sek Kai" to had our dinner..... Luckily I didnt spent too much more than my budget..... And the food and drinks are delicious as well..... Hahahaha..... Eat quite full with wan tan mee, satay and other foods..... Next, we went Gurney Plaza to wait for the launching of the Christmas countdown ceremony..... The situation very high due to the people spraying the snow sprayer everywhere..... Then the DBKL people rushing out and trying to catch people who playing the sprayer and messing up the roadway.....Road accident almost happen due to the people who are playing the snow sprayer..... Around 12.30am, we went back to our motel by cab..... Oh My God!!!!!! It is RM 7.70 per person..... Shit..... So expensive..... After going back to motel, we had bath 1st and play poker and next, we having supper beside the sea..... Around 3am, Everybody went to sleep... ZZZ.....


At the second day in the morning, I wake up "early" at 10am, we have our breakfast at chinese restaurant near to the motel..... I was very very hungry until I ate wan tan mee and western food as well..... Hohohoho..... Then, funny thing happen, "Give me all eggs pork wantan mee!!!!! Don't want wantan don't want pork!!!!" Then eat what??? I can't stop laughing on it..... It was very funny!!!!! He cannot eat pork..... So how????? wan tan mee don't want wan tan lah..... No choices..... Hahahaha.... Oic.... It was a vegetarian mee serving up to him..... After the breakfast..... We met up with CK which coming alone to island after sent his friend to Bayan Lepas..... Then we plan to check-out and went Batu Ferringhi to play..... This is the 1st time I drunk sea water..... So salty!!!!! This is the 1st time I played banana boat and being thrown into the middle of the deep blue sea..... That time I can feel myself very near to devil..... I quite scared that time cause I dunno how to swim..... But I also feel quite proud cause it was the 1st time I be at the middle of the deep blue sea..... Everybody was dropped from the banana boat to left hand side except rr. I wondering how he dropped to right han side..... hahahaha..... Around 3pm after bath we went to Komtar and Perangin Mall went for shopping..... At that time i decided to stay one more night in Penang Island cause it is too late to going back to school... I feel very touch and almost cry when ks and rr told me want to accompany me to stay one more night in Penang Island when we having KFC as our dinner..... T.T The rest they had went to watch movie at cinemas..... After all of us decided to stay one more night, May chee help us call to the motel and ask for the room again..... At the night inside the komtar, me, rr, ks and jf decided to have a hair cutting..... their RM 19 but mine RM 30!!!!! What the FUCK!!!!! Just washing my hair only..... So innocent..... Then again after we went back to motel, we went out again to eat supper..... Around 12am..... I slept cause too tired..... ZZZ.....


Third day, I wake up early at the 10am also.... We ate indian foor as our breakfast..... Shit..... Very hard to swellow and eat cause the food very yuck..... Then after the breakfast, we check out and going back to school at around 12pm..... Our Penang Trip end here..... Next time will be when.....

The Outing.....

Last friday I had make my decision to go back to Kulim which is my uncle's house. Uncle come to fetch me at 10am..... I reach his house at 11.30am..... So late because need to fetch my cousin which studying politeknik at Kulim also..... He also having holidays for 3 weeks..... Better than me having 3 days nia..... >.< Then I am very very hungry..... Until almost warming out cause stomach very sensitive due to not eating breakfast at the morning..... Luckily my uncle had packed some lunch to eat..... So nice having lunch..... hahahaha..... After the lunch I do my homework..... UPS akaun is making me such a pain..... Aduh!!!!! I finish all paper at 3pm starting from 12.30pm..... It is torchering me leh..... Then at 3.30pm..... I was expecting to watch taiwan series movies..... But aunt planned to bring us go shopping at Giant Supermarket in front of the guard house..... Again my stomach was demanding for food..... I was hungry once again..... Around 5pm we ate KFC as our tea time food. Then went to video game centre to have fun..... I used up RM 4 to play..... At 7pm..... We went for bowling and very lucky..... It just new opened and bowlers are free of charge for 3 days..... So me and my cousin and my uncle and his whole family was enjoy with playing the bowling..... Each person 3 games..... 1 game 10 rounds.... 1 round 2 balls..... So each of us have chances to roll up to 60 balls. There was 6 of us..... We used up 3 hours to played 2 games..... When the third game started, the receptionist had stopped us at the second round..... It is unfair cause we didn't play for 3 games yet..... Around 10.00pm, uncle fetched us go eat supper at restaurant near his house..... We ate fried mee, "wah-tan" kuey teow, and also fried rice. After that, we reached house at 11.30pm.....

In the next day which is saturday, I wake up at 10am..... Quite late..... And in the same day, uncle was planned to going back to Alor Setar to visit relatives..... Breakfast we ate at restaurant also..... I ate "wan tan" mee as my breakfast..... Long time no eat so I feel so enjoy when eating it..... After that..... Again we went to play bowling again..... But this time we just played for 2 games then straight away continued our journey going back to Alor Setar at around 2pm..... We arrive Alor Setar at 4pm and uncle had packed some kuey teow sup for us as the lunch..... Then we go aunt house which is my nephe's house to stay overnight over there..... My aunt keep saying i m excellent cause got 4flats in my PSPM 1..... Hahaha..... Quite happy to heard that.... Then we watch for hong kong series and also horror movie as well... All of us was freaken by the horror movie. Hahahaha..... For me it is good cause i had long time didn't watch this kind of movie..... Then I bathed myself only at 1am. And after that i borrowed laptop from my nephew to online and check my facebook account..... After that i chat with my cousin due to long time no see for 1 year... Both of us slept at 4am.....

Next day which was sunday, I wake up at 9am..... Online again to play mahjong on facebook. Then we all going back to grandmother's house at 10am..... In the same day was my grandfather's passed day. We all went back to pray and meet up with grandmother..... Then the whole day very boring until i felt to sleep..... There was no homework, no laptop, and no food to eat..... So boring for the whole day..... But luckily got pork to eat as lunch and also the dinner..... Then at 8pm, uncle fetch me going back to my school from grandmother's house and i arrived at KMPP at 9.30pm..... My matric card being tahan as well..... Then very tired at the same day..... ZZZ...

Homework.....

This week holidays i m going back to my uncle house at Kulim near KMPP nia..... 30 minutes will arrive my uncle house..... Then of course a lot of omework are waiting for me to finish them one by one..... FUCK!!!!! Why so many de????? I thought this holiday I can rest well well loh..... LOLXX..... Haiz..... UPS Akaun..... That Cik Laila want to discuss boh..... So no choice loh..... Just beri muka her..... DO loh..... Then Tutorial Ekonomi..... Pn Edayu not happy with the whole class cause majority of us didn't finish her homework..... But me is 1 of them of course..... Hahahaha!!!!! Then ah..... Tutorial Bussiness loh..... Dunno Pn Zuraina got discuss punya or not..... I wondering why no need hand in loh..... Then Math no homework loh..... All Tutorial and Reinforcement Practice I had rushed finish inside lectural hall loh..... So easy..... I close one side of my eye also can able to do it lah..... Oh ya..... Last but not least also the speech loh..... Pn Sham so strict..... She told us need to speak up 7 minutes and is compulsory..... If not..... That is only one way..... 0 MARKS..... Haiz..... This holiday will be very very busy with a lot of homework..... Some more UPS are coming soon..... Need to study also loh.....

FRIENDSHIPS.....

Let Me Tell You A Story.....

Once upon a time..... There was two people which are very very very very good in their friendship..... Can be consider friendship forever..... They always play with each others and always help each others to solve several problems that each others facing..... But in 1 day..... Ok..... Let me name this two person X and Y 1st.....

X promise Y thing but X didn't realise the promise for Y..... Then Y feel not happy as well and keep show emo face..... Not only in this promise..... Somebody from one places told X that Y got a bit Emo also..... Was it????? X didn't think of anything..... Just pretend nothing and the cool war among them started since that situation happened..... They didn't talk to each other since that day..... Even meet up also not even show a greet..... X dunno what is Y thinking..... So just keep not moving but to stay at the original point..... Will their friendship become like first time they meet????? Until the end of the earth day what is the ending?????

I think..... If they are friend forever then should not argue with one another..... Should not bu shuang each others..... But..... Things not we think that easy..... It is very very complicated..... This people dunno what that people thinking..... That people also dunno what this people thinking..... So if they think negatively to each others..... Then a friendship will be broken and there is no more friendship again among them exist..... I think..... It is better to wait until a best time then action..... Hoping the others will accept us again at the time we speak out our true voices.....

The Basketball.....

Today I had played basketball crazily with several KMPP sot gang..... I keep loosing the chances to score a goal..... Hahahaha!!!!! It is embarassing for me..... But anyway I am able to score at least 1 to 2 goal in the match..... hahahaha!!!!! They all are extremely very geng loh..... Dunno when can I be like them..... I also wanted to become very professional in playing basketball..... Hahahaha!!!!! But quite exhausted also.... Oh ya..... My friends hoh..... One tell me leg very pain..... Another 1 tell me buttock very pain pulak..... Hahahaha..... Really funny when my friend say that loh..... He told me too happy cause placed 2nd places in the economic explore race..... Then he too happy and jump then fall down kena hit the bouttock pulak..... Hahahaha!!!!! Dunno how he jump de..... Very funny lah..... hahahahaha!!!!!

BB Gun

Shot people very fun loh..... We keep shoting each other together and also other people in KMPP..... Very FAN JIAN..... Hahahaha!!!!! Yer..... My gun is going to die already lah..... Luckily my friend expert on fixing it lah..... This had save my gun from corrupted..... Hahahaha!!!!! But I like to shot them as well althought they are XX for me..... Then they say me FAN JIAN, LAN XI pula..... Hahahaha!!!!! Dunno lah..... They all very funny de lah..... Then I wondering will they play the gun to night????? :0 Hohoho..... Who will be the next prey????? And who will be the next predator????? Hahahahaha!!!!! XD

Milk Templer Trip

Wow..... Quite fun de lah..... Hahahaha!!!!! But very exhaust also..... Tired ah..... Play a lot..... Some more for the whole day we are playing..... We had played The Rope, The Rings, The Worms, Millenium Packaging, News Report and other kind of activity..... But too bad my group had loose badly cause we didn't have enough ohm to cooperate together.... >.< But seriously I had fun a lot..... I become very sot with one of my group member..... She is also very sot..... Then my friend advice me to pick her up pulak..... Wat the..... >.< Hahahaha!!!!! After the whole activity finished at around 5pm, We had lunch near Komtar..... The restorant looks like "Wai Sek Kai" Cause lot of food being sell and even also pork..... Hahahaha..... On the way back to KMPP, I slept comfortable..... ZZZZZ..... Shit..... Tomorrow got class ah.....

Quizzes.....

This week I had a lot of quizzes going on..... Bussiness quiz 2 chapters..... Account quiz 2 chapters..... Math quiz 1 chapter..... Economic quiz 1 chapter..... Total all 6 quizes i had in this busy week..... Some more i keep suffering from sneezing and sore throat in this whole week..... Really very painful and beh song..... Luckily all the quizzes i had not too tough and i m able to answered all of them..... hahahaha.....