The Reason II

"I feel like no one in this world can understand me. My friend keep on asking me why want to treat him like this. But I really got my own reason, what's wrong I just treat him as friend? I dunno..... When people saw me and him eating and talking, they will say something bad of me. I really care about this.... Still remember I told you I was very manja?? That's why I really can't accept when people look me with a different point of view. That day I told him already I treat him as friend. I want to ask you something. How much you know him? All you see here is that the true him?? I don't want to tell what's the reason treat him so cold. I really can't accept something of him. So be fair to him, I will tell him one more time my final decision. Then I want problem can be solve peacefully. Actually I can be friend with him, just really really can't accept something of him, so I feel like i don't want to talk to him. Can you understand that feeling??? Ok.... I will tell him, I really really hope he can understand me this time. He got the right to choose how he is going to live. Just wait and figure it out....."