~重来~

~有多少爱能重来~
~多少人愿意等待~
~失去之後才明白 ~
~走进回忆的安排 ~
~一幕一幕的对白~
~上演我们的未来 ~
~期待原来是一种伤害~
~深爱的人一离开~
~是我不敢 ~
~忽略你给我的爱~
~现在我只想~
~回到最初的时候 ~
~不愿让你再泪流~
~寂寞之後 ~
~只有你会陪着我~
~现在我只想~
~回到最初的时候~
~我知道你还爱着我~
~亲爱的你 ~
~请你握紧我的手~
~请你看看我~
~请看需要你的我~
~一切重头~
~真的需要你的我~
~只要你回头~
~现在我只想 ~
~回到最初的时候 ~
~不愿让你在泪流~
~寂寞之後 ~
~只有你会陪着我~
~现在我只想 ~
~回到最初的时候 ~
~我知道你还爱着我~
~亲爱的你 ~
~请你握紧我的手~
~请你看看我 ~
~真的需要你的我~
~只要你回头~

After QA 026.....

Juz finished my QA 026 paper..... Walao..... not enough time..... but overall the paper still ok lah..... I use to left out question 5 and question 7 cause not enough time..... 12 marks + 12 marks..... see..... I loss 24 marks out of 100 marks already..... But I still got the confidence to obtain grade A..... Cause the standard will surely being pull down..... Hehehehe..... I was quite happy that I was able to solve question 4 which is the most complicated partial differentiation with the question : "z = ln{(x-a)^2 + (y-b)^2}..... show that d^2z/dx^2 + d^2z/dy^2=0....." I can't believe that I can solve it calmly and confidence..... This question score is 7 marks..... quite a lot for me... but not more than 12 marks of course..... >.< Then overall the paper is ok lah..... I also manage to solve the question came out from chapter 5..... Which is the toughest for me "MATHEMATIC OF FINANCE" The question i left out came out from chapter 1 and chapter 2 which is "LINEAR PROGRAMMING" and "APPLICATION OF DIFFERENTIATION" the chapter 2 question was confusing a bit for me..... I just manage to finish up a) question but wrong already..... question b) also wrong..... SWT..... Monday exam mathematic again..... So boring..... Hope PSPM passed A.S.A.P..... :)

终于。。。。。

“终于看开爱回不来。。。。”
“终于可以再次地画上句点。”



终于。。。。。。。。
终于。。。。。。。。
听到妳的答案了。。。
跟我预料的一样。。。
＂对不起。。。。。＂
＂我们只能做朋友。＂
＂我对你没有感觉。＂
＂做朋友比较好。。＂
＂多一个朋友。。。＂
＂好过多一个敌人。＂
＂不要紧的。。。。＂
＂做朋友吧。。。。＂
听了之后。。。。。。
心里好像轻松了点。。
至少我已经知道。。。
妳心里所想的。。。。
至少我已经听到。。。
妳所要讲的。。。。。
当时我的脸上。。。。
浮现出了哀愁和失望。
我拨打电话之后。。。
妳也发送了短讯给我。
澄清了一切。。。。。
把想要说的话。。。。
都传达了给我。。。。
我看了短讯之后。。。
更是肯定了事实。。。
我又开心又失望。。。
开心的是。。。。。。
妳不必再因我而。。。
愁眉苦脸了。。。。。
一切都是因我而生的。
误会依然存在于。。。
朋友，大众。。。。。
这也是难免的。。。。
各位朋友大众。。。。
如果要嘲笑的话。。。
请往我身上尽管笑。。
不要去笑妳。。。。。
我不想妳被成为笑点。
毕竟开始一切的是我。
要承担也应该。。。。
由我来承担。。。。。
因为名誉对人来说。。
是很重要的。。。。。
我知道妳辛苦了很久。
因为之前妳并不知道。
我在想什么。。。。。
只是得知我喜欢妳。。
那种感觉难以形容。。
我又不敢踏出第一步。
令到妳难堪了那么久。
我的心里也不好受。。
真的是为妳感到抱歉。
不好意思。。。。。。
我们依然是朋友。。。
今天发生的事情。。。
我难过了一下下。。。
难过是难免的。。。。
但是生活还是得过。。
我要时时刻刻记得。。
我朋友所说的。。。。
＂不要为了一棵树。＂
＂放弃了整片森林。＂
但是还好。。。。。。
还有一大班的朋友。。
陪伴着我。。。。。。
至少我没那么寂寞。。
他们都是我的知己。。
最后。。。。。。。。
谢谢妳。。。。。。。
愿意告诉我妳的感受。
也谢谢知己。。。。。
时时刻刻陪伴着我。。
让我欢喜让我忧。。。
带给我许多欢笑。。。
带给我许多快乐。。。
带给我许多哀愁。。。
谢谢大家。。。。。。

Where Is My 4flat????

BUSINESS oh BUSINESS..... u r so cruel for me....... spotted didn't came out..... not spotted came out..... fooling me like this until i lost my 4flats..... what is the KEPENTINGAN???? all i didn't even know lah..... OMG..... Then u can only use my own words..... hope the marker can understand what i am trying to tell and what is my answer..... LOL..... BUSINESS oh BUSINESS..... Why there's many fact in the world of Business???? Issssshhhhhhhh........ My 4flats....... My 4flats..... My 4flats.... BUSINESS stole my 4flats..... This made me lose my confidence in the world of BUSINESS..... Maybe it is because of MALAY????? I prefer ENGLISH more???? I got interest in BUSINESS??? Or I forcing myself to love BUSINESS???? But after give up from the science stream since form 4..... There's only accounting and business i mostly preferred..... Can I make it in university???? In future also???? 4flats..... 4flats..... was there's miracle???? I need the miracle..... I want to get 4flats..... who can help me????? :(

Second Day.....

Today juz finished the BI 2 paper..... summary and writing paper..... Wow..... It is more easier compare to yesterday's paper..... Even the essay writing the question limited 300 to 350 words but i got to wrote 633 WORDS!!!!!! Duno can pass or not.... nvr mind lah.... it is not counted in PNGK also..... Later want to study business management..... tomorrow is the subject..... hope not so tough to do it..... hope i can survive in this coming 3 hours..... then i can relax aldy...... left ECONOMIC need to be study..... hohohoho..... Now still got time blogging over here ah???? Go study loh..... But want to have a rest first de mah.... Hehehehehehehe..... :)

Juz Finished.....

Before 30 minutes from now, I juz finished my BI objective paper.... WTF..... semakin buat semakin nk tidur..... sanctuary??? an hour??? global warming??? mind skill??? wat lah..... such a boring title..... >.< Then no choice lah..... juz finished the paper ungrateful like a zombie..... following the alphabet A, B, C, D..... shade shade and shade..... like a people with no sprit and no soul..... keep doing the thg i dislike..... >.< tomorrow is the writing paper..... dunno wat else can i act for tomorrow leh??? 2day is juz the 1st day of the exam.... and i started to feel boring aldy... OMG..... how cn i suffer in wednesday paper???? BUSSINESS MANAGEMENT..... write write and write..... 3 hours where my buttock stick on the chair for 3 hours non-stop..... sure will be very very sienz de..... haiz..... later going bek i wan to have a short nap 1st.... then BUSSINESS time again lor..... : I

*~偏爱~*

*把昨天都作废 现在你在我眼前*
*我想爱 请给我机会*
*如果我错了也承担 认定你就是答案*
*我不怕谁嘲笑我极端*

*相信自己的直觉*
*顽固的人不喊累*
*爱上你 我不撤退*

~我说过 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做~
~讲不听 也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白~
~没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我~
~讲不听 偏爱 靠我感觉爱~
~等你的依赖 对你偏爱~
~痛也很愉快~

*把昨天都作废 现在你在我眼前*
*我想爱 请给我机会*
*如果我错了也承担 认定你就是答案*
*我不怕谁嘲笑我极端*

*相信自己的直觉*
*顽固的人不喊累*
*爱上你 我不撤退*

~我说过 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做~
~讲不听 也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白~
~没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我~
~讲不听 偏爱 靠我感觉爱~
~等你的依赖~

~不後悔 有把握 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做~
~讲不听 也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白~
~没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我~
~讲不听 偏爱 靠我感觉爱~
~等你的依赖 对你偏爱 爱~
~痛也很愉快~

读书。。。

这是人家都会说的。。。
＂考试啦！！！＂
＂死咯！！！＂
＂怎么办呢？？？＂
＂没有读书啊！！！＂
＂读不到书啊！！！＂
＂做么你这么厉害？？？＂
＂这么快读完了？？？＂
＂CB！！！＂
＂F！！！＂
＂XX很劲啊！！！＂
＂WALAO！！！＂
＂等我！！！＂
＂不要那么快！！！＂
等等之类的话。。。
大多数呢。。。。
考试之前。。。。
都会听到这些。。。
口头禅。。。。
听了过后。。。。
会令人觉得很吵。。。
哈哈哈哈！！！！
为什么我们。。。。
非得考试咧？？？
出MATRIK？？？
进大学？？？
拿文凭？？？
找工作？？？
人也是的。。。
读书读到那么辛苦。。。
还不是一样。。。。
有FOURFLAT？？？
MATRIK这么好。。。
这么简单。。。
还要自己给自己压力？
犯贱！！！！！
傻的！！！！！
不是人！！！！
读书真的会傻掉。。。
如果你没有休息。。。
没有娱乐。。。
没有放松。。。
但也不能。。。。
太过于放松。。。。
适当就好。。。。
不要一直死读书。。。
不然考试时候。。。
可能会脑袋。。。
一片空白。。。。
什么都想不到。。。
什么都写不出。。。
然后。。。。
成绩出来时。。。。
不理想。。。。。
因为。。。。
脑袋不能变通。。。
卡住了。。。。
这样就很惨了。。。
其实。。。。
死读书还好。。。。
更夸张的是。。。。
你是否听过人家。。。
数学做完再做。。。
会计做完再做。。。
一共重做三遍。。。
商科一天读完。。。
我做一次都显啊！！！
还要做三次！？
傻的。。。。。
商科一天读完？？？
除非我是神啦！！！！
人为何。。。。
要给自己那么多。。。
压力？？？？
我们可以活在当下。。。
就应该知足了。。。。
人。。。。
生活在这个世界上。。。
要懂得。。。。
开心就好。。。。
高兴就好。。。。
对吗？？？？

Slideshows.....

Well..... Last few days I had take my time to make a slideshow called <<8 PEOPLE GROUP>>. Duration is about 7 minutes and 46 seconds..... The slideshow is about my 8 peopla gang which include KS, RONG, ME, YAW, FEI, WEEN, HAN and also KARATE..... We are going to separate with each other soon..... So I just want each other to keep the memories where the time we play together and also "xiao" together..... The song " WANG BU DIAO DE SHANG " and also " PIAN AI " dunno suitable for them or not..... But for me it is very nice lah the songs..... Eh..... Some people say want to change photo pulakkk..... Hahahahaha..... They say their photo not nice..... I am the 1 who want to do this slideshow lah..... So many words to say..... Isssshhhhh..... >.< But nevermind lah..... This may be the last thing I can do for them in kmpp liao boh..... So just do what they want loh..... hahahahaha...... Lastly wish u all good luck in exam and dun forget the 8 people gang!!!!! CHEERS!!!!! :)

KFC.....

Yesterday..... I went Kepala Batas eat KFC with my friend..... 8 People Gang..... We got to ride van to Kepala Batas..... 4.45pm ride van and we arrived Kepala Batas at 5pm..... It cost RM1 per person from KMPP to Kepala Batas although it is just about 3km journey..... We had order quite a lot of food to eat..... 15 pieces of hot & spicy chicken, 2 small boxes of cheezy wedges, 2 small boxes of frenfrieds, 2 small boxes of marsh potatoes, and also 1 small box of colonesaw..... We ate quite full and keep burping..... My belly was fully full of gas and also the chicken I eat..... Cause I keep laughing on the thing my sot friend said..... It is really funny and I can't tahan..... Hahahahaha..... Can you imagine that you take the mike and knock someone's buttock and the sound " BOCK, BOCK, BOCK....." came out???? Can you imagine someone use infrared on their head to communicate with other and the communication wave keep coming out like the star-wars laser?????( well, I meaning the red-spot that stick on Indian's forehead.....) Can you imagine when you throw a bone to a people and the people come to you like a small puppy and keep barking???? All this is really really super duper funny and I can't stop laughing at it..... XDXDXDXDXDXD!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha!!! I laugh until I got stomach pain..... LOL...... My friend was full of creativity and inovation!!!!! Dunno why he can think so so much..... So sot..... Make me having stomach pain for the whole day..... CB..... Hahahaha..... Then on the same day I heard quite a lot of private things..... But I can't tell lah of course..... It is very very uncountable and unexpected..... Around 6.30pm..... We finished up our dinner and walk around the Kepala Batas..... Yaw and Han got to buy their shoes spam..... And also the stupid toilet slippers..... Somehoe even I walked for a so so long distance but my stomach keep full of gases and cannot be release and it make me suffering stomach pain..... WTF..... hahahaha..... Then around 7pm..... We got to ride van again and go back into KMPP.....

误会。。。。。

有人对我说。。。。。
某某人怕我不爽某某人。。。。。
但是。。。。。
事实上。。。。。
我怕某某人不爽我。。。。。
我也不知道。。。。。
为何。。。。。
某某人会那么想。。。。。
我有吗？？？
讲话不应。。。。。
问问题也不应。。。。。
我还以为。。。。。
是某某人不爽我。。。。。
所以彼此都不敢。。。。。
踏出第一步。。。。。
这么下去。。。。。
友情必定会。。。。。
变。。。僵。。。
但。。。。。
有人对我说。。。。。
说了事实。。。。。
我听了过后。。。。。
眼泪差一点就。。。。。
流了出来。。。。。
有人打开了我的心房。。。。。
我不管三七二十一。。。。。
第一时间发短信。。。。。
澄清事实。。。。。
原来。。。。。
只是一场误会。。。。。
说真的。。。。。
我并不可能。。。。。
为了心爱的人。。。。。
去生我朋友的气。。。。。
我会那样小气吗？？？
从来没有想过。。。。。
也完全不可能。。。。。
因为。。。。。
我并不想。。。。。
失去一个。。。。。
那么重要的。。。。。
一个朋友。。。。。
因为。。。。。
八人党。。。。。
在我心目中。。。。。
永远不会被遗忘。。。。。
直到我将要离开。。。。。
这个世界的那一天。。。。。
他们。。。。。
都是我心中。。。。。
最重要的宝物。。。。。
因为他们。。。。。
我得以寻找得到。。。。。
属于我的欢乐。。。。。
属于我的未来。。。。。
属于我的朋友。。。。。
最后。。。。。
请不要介意。。。。。
请不要误会。。。。。
请不要把我忘记。。。。。
在此。。。。。
想对某某人说声。。。。。
＂对不起。。。。。＂
我们依然是朋友。。。。。

Mouse.....

Yesterday when I watch TV with RR at Bilik TV 2 after Yaw and Han went back to their room, Something funny happen..... A mouse rush into the bilik TV from outside..... Then me and RR thinking of bully that pity mouse..... Then we action immediately..... Firstly we closed both two door of the bilik TV to make sure that the mouse can't escape from bilik TV..... Then the game started..... RR keep chase the mouse and keep throw the mouse with my shoes!!!!! OMG..... So funny and I can't stop laughing of it..... Hahahahaha..... We keep chasing the mouse and the mouse keep running and escaping from us..... The mouse was running very very cute!!!!! Small size stuff but running so so fast..... We keep chasing the mouse until the mouse pretend to die..... Hahahaha..... It doesn't move at all..... Then we throw the shoes to it..... The mouse keep awake and keep running..... But 1 thing we haven't figure out..... There's a small hole under the door that mouse can go out from it..... After 10 minutes of "war", Finally the mouse got to escape from us through the hole under the door..... Then nothing to play liao loh..... We continue to watch TV.....

Than Tsiang Templer Trip.....

Last saturday I went Than Tsiang Templer follow school Chinese people lead by Miss Teh Kai Li. Than Tsiang Templer located at Bayan Lepas which very very near to Snake Templer..... There was total of 6 level which the main templer is located at the 6th level of the templer..... There are total 19 people of us from KMPP joined this templer praying ceremony..... Quite few cause teacher say 1 lecturer can only bring 19 people going out from school..... Then the praying ceremony carried out successfully. I can feel my spirit, my body, and my mind has been refreshed..... The ceremony end at 10am sharp and we were brought to "CAN GUAN" the whole templer..... We had our lunch at 11.30am..... The "curry chicken" we ate quite delicious althought it made from tepung..... Then we got to wash the plates by ourselves..... After we give out the donation fee which RM 120, we go bek KMPP straight away..... Every people sleep cause too tired..... Goodbye Than Tsiang Templer!!!!!

"懂得付出的人最幸福"

有一句話說：「不能實踐在生活中的信仰，就不是信仰。」

如果你天天燒香拜佛、虔誠禱告，卻不能對身旁的人付諸一點關懷行動，那麼，你所做的一切又有什麼意義？

從前，有個富貴人家的太太，經常帶著許多雞鴨魚肉到廟裡求神，希望神佛能夠保佑她以及她的家人。

有一回，廟裡來了一位智者，看見富太太的行為，就趁著富太太不注意的時候，把她帶來供奉神明的大魚大肉，分送給廟門口的飢民，接著，又把廟裡的神像全部砸爛。

不久，富太太發現自己帶來的供品不翼而飛，只剩下滿地的神像碎片，感到非常訝異，問智者究竟發生了什麼事？

智者解釋說：「這些神像為了搶奪妳供奉的食物，爭得你死我活，最後同歸於盡。」

「這怎麼可能呢？」富太太生氣地說：「你分明是在睜 眼說瞎話，這些神像是泥塑的，怎麼可能打架？」

「這就是了！」智者不慌不忙地說：「這些神像是泥塑的，又怎麼會吃你帶來的食物呢？」

說完，智者示意富太太往廟門外看去，富太太看見那些飢餓的遊民們拿著她帶來的食物喜悅滿足地吃著，頓時豁然開朗。

可不是嗎？如果我們不能愛人，又哪來的能力去愛神？如果我們不能為身邊的人付出些什麼，又該拿什麼去獻給上帝、神佛呢？

我們活著，就是為了給予。一個人富足與否，不在於他擁有多少，而在於他能給予多少。

不管現在你遭遇到!的!問題有多嚴重，都一定能找到一些人比你有著更嚴重的麻煩、更難走的道路、更痛苦的經歷，而你能做的，就是去分擔他們的痛苦，給予他們全新的盼望。

只有當你成為一個給予者，才能得到一些 意想不到的收穫。

一旦你願意把愛分送出去，不但能夠自得其樂，還能自得其福。因為，福氣不是祈求，而是付出！

朋。。。友。。。

我真的很累了。。。。。
原来隐藏是那么辛苦的。。。。。
还好时间所剩不多。。。。。
我只是需要再忍耐多一个月罢了。。。。。
如果他知道真相的话不知道会给我什么样的反应。。。
生气？心平气和？很冷静？我并不知道。。。
何况我并不是最了解他的那一个人。。。。。
而且我也相信没有多少人也能够了解他的为人。。。
一个月过后。。。。。
大家都各奔东西了。。。。。
再见面的机会并不大。。。。。
过去只能成为回忆。。。。。
但回忆却是一辈子的。。。。。
希望他会好好过生活。。。。。
我深深地为他祈祷着。。。。。
为他祝福。。。。。
这是我身为朋友只能为他做的。
不能够时时看着他。。。。。
但是他过得好的话。。。。。
我也放心了。。。。。
最后。。。。。
谢谢你成为我的。。。
朋。。。友。。。

Pacific Trip.....

Back from Penang island..... Meet up with KMPP sot gang(KS, RONG, YAW, FEI, HAN) and then have fun in Pacific with them..... KARATE and WEEN was not with us..... KARATE have suffer from chicken pox and need to be quarantined for 2 weeks starting from last thursday..... WEEN pulak say he even nobody informing him to join us..... Hahahaha.... So kesian..... That day YAW, HAN and FEI got to watch movie named "SOLOMEN blah blah...." Something but I forgot what is it..... Whereas me, RONG and KS keep hanging around whole pacific..... From clothes shop to arcade game centre..... From arcade game centre to McDonalds..... From McDonalds to..... Until 2pm which YAW them finished with their movie..... Then we went to pacific supermarket to get our own daily stuff. I got to buy Indomie cause it is my favourite..... Yay..... Then after all of us gather at 4pm..... We went back KMPP by switching bus..... Firstly..... We ride bus reach Butterworth..... Then from Butterworth we ride another bus back to Kepala Batas..... We got to pack KFC as our dinner and so "lucky"..... We got to go back KMPP by walking..... It take us about 30 minutes to reach that stupid bus which automatically stop and so cruel charged us RM 0.90 per person..... We almost run out of energy in the "effort" of chasing that stupid bus..... So tired..... ZZZZZ.....

A2P4 Penang Trip.....

Last saturday I went penang with my classmates to have fun..... We went Batu Ferringhi, Komtar and also Queensbay Mall..... 9am, everybody gather at "CENDAWAN" and of course some of them haven been late..... We going out from KMPP at around 9.30am... Reach Butterworth at 11.30am..... Take a ferry to island took us half an hour and we finally arrive penang island at 12pm..... The first place we proceed is to Batu Ferringhi. It take us around 45 minutes to reach Batu Ferringhi from Jetty..... Quite suffering..... In the journey..... We got to talk crazily with a quite old but optimism woman..... YT talk so crazy and keep talking crap..... Can't stop laughing for it..... Hahahahaha..... After we arrive Batu Ferringhi, 1st thing we did is riding horse..... Everybody got to pay RM 10 for photo session and riding of the horse..... But penang girl quite smart..... They ride for 1 round from the beginning to the end and from the end to the beginning..... It is also just RM 10 per person..... I saw she riding a running horse and keep screaming cause too excited..... I also want to laugh at that time..... Hehehehe..... Then after a while, we set up the carpet that YT brought for us on the beach..... I change my clothes and sit on the sea water..... Ater around 10 minutes my whole body basah kuyup cause the water splash too strong..... After that..... BOB idea us to play beach ball and ZOO and also COWARD go buy a beach ball immediately..... After the ball reach us, we started to play..... It is very funny because BOB keep falling down and whole body sticked with the sand on the ground..... They looks like play too long time until they forgot to went surau..... They only pray after 3pm while we having our bath.....At 4pm, we head to Komtar to have our lunch..... I got to separate with them cause I want to eat PORK.... Hehehehehe..... Then at 6pm, we head to Queesbay Mall and they decided to ovenright at Queensbay Mall..... We merayau-rayau and then have sushi as our dinner..... Although it is just one small piece of rice, but I still very full when I ate it..... Then we got to merayau-rayau again..... YJ got to renew her spectacles..... Then me, BOB, YT and LIN accompany her..... After a while we went to meet up with ZOO NEGARA which having his hair cut with RM 30..... Then I got to rest at there cause quite tired..... Around 9pm, I got to leave Queesbay Mall and overnight at someone's house..... ZZZZ....

One More Months.....

Ohoh..... Still got another 1 more month then then we have to leave KMPP..... Have to separate with each other for a time..... >.< Why time passed by so so fast???? 1 year looks like not enough to us..... I want to take the opportunity to say thanks for everybody who make me feel happy..... Make me laugh..... Although after a time we will not going to meet each other again except going in a same University so so got destiny..... I will not going to forget all of you..... Because all of you is very important to me and teaching me what is a REAL FRIEND, TRUE FRIEND, and also BEST FRIEND..... Can we meet up again somewhere after a time????? If can I really want it!!!!! I also really hope time can reverse until the 1st day we meet up..... Then I can got 1 more year to be with you all..... You all are FANTASTIC 7 for me and we are FANTASTIC 8 Forever!!!!! One more month..... Really just one more month..... Time passed by really really fast..... It may make some people happy and some people are sad..... Happy is because can finally leave KMPP forever and ever..... Whereas sad is because some are gonna say goodbye to his or her friends..... I am the one of them..... FRIEND FOREVER!!!!! Thanks You:

KS
RONG
HAN
KARATE
CB YAW
FEI
WEEN

Thanks!!!!!!! XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD

"呜莎男"

[呜莎]型的男人，凡事以印象、直觉作为基准，再加上自己的理解，作为行动准则。不为旁人所左右，确实地按照自己的步调行事。
虽然表面一副冷库，、粗鲁的样子，实则很重感情，一旦信任一个人，便为他赴汤蹈火在所不辞。即使故作老练世故，其实却拥有一颗纯真的心。凡事尽心尽力坚持到底的[呜莎]男，也常常成为同性所依赖、仰慕的大哥。
另一方面，由于对人的好恶仅凭一时的印象，所以有时对人会很严厉，遇到不懂规矩的无礼之徒，便毫不留情地教训他；或是一旦讨厌一个人，就不愿与他来往。此外，常常受到既有印象的束缚，自己无法立即修正，因而让人觉得冥顽不灵。好奇心旺盛，是个爱做梦的浪漫主义者。喜欢尝试各种事物，但因受到左脑的理性抑制，不会莽撞行事，保持万分谨慎的稳健作风。虽然不会一败涂地，但有时候会感到自己魄力不足，陷入进退维谷的窘境。
在饮酒等聚会上，[呜莎]男能迅速掌握现场气氛，很有技巧地带动大家，让场面更加热闹。与人对话也很在行，想必十分受到大家的喜爱。

为何..........

昨天。。。。。
躺在床上想了又想。。。。。
心里想了很多遍。。。
为何会这样的呢？？？
究竟我应该原地踏步还是先走一步？？？
担心太快会弄巧成拙。。。。。
不动又傻乎乎当做没一回事。。。。。
好像鸵鸟把头缩进去地洞里。。。。。
我好像要崩溃了。。。。。
真的那么难吗？？？
选择让人矛盾不已。。。
一旦选择了以后就再也不能回头。。。。。
一旦选择以后就不能轻易变心。。。。。
一旦选择以后结果只有一个。。。。。
不知对方会有什么反应呢。。。。。
一切就让他随缘吧。。。。。

After The Chinese New Year Night.....

Wow..... Quite amazing de..... The drum, traditional dance, singing, Indian dance, wushu, modern dance, and also the drama..... Awesome!!!!! I quite enjoy with the event and also feel very very excited..... Didn't think of with half budget than last year also can make the CNY night successful like this..... Really really feel great..... Me????? I acting as a camera man loh..... But the camera appear to be no battery in the halfway the event going on..... So I only able to take some photo and also video for the drum, traditional dance, Indian dance, and also the singing event..... >.< They do their best in this event..... I have no word can criticize them..... They are very perfect loh..... Can go join that KMPP Got Talent liao loh..... Hahahaha!!!! Then photo session also very enjoy and excited..... We take photo with each other together! And..... I got to take photo with the sword "killing" Ah Han..... Hehehehe..... So funny when I think back about it..... This maybe the last activity we celebrate in KMPP..... After this PSPM 2 is approaching..... After that each of us are going to leave this education places 2 more month..... Hope each other will keep in touch.....

"一位 國文老師的告白"

我是個國中的 國文老師，生平最痛苦的事情就是改作文!!
字醜就算了，還會自己學倉頡創字!!
創字就算了，還會用自己奇怪的邏輯寫句子!!
每次都改到哭笑不得……………
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１、元旦時，我們全家一起到歷史博物館參觀「冰馬桶」…
師評：有這樣的東西嗎？我也要去！（兵馬俑）

２、早上起床整裡「遺容」後，我們到學校集合，搭車前往墾丁畢業旅行
師評：不知道你家是哪一家殯儀館？老師一直都不知道…（儀容）

３、昨晚左眼皮跳個不停，當時就覺得那是「胸罩」，果然今天皮夾被扒走了!
師評：孩子，你已經這麼大了嗎？（凶兆 ）

４、報上說重金屬污染過的牡蠣，可「治」癌…
師評：一字之差，養蚵人家翻身矣！
我是不是該趕快去養牡蠣？會賺到翻哦… （致癌）

５、昨晚我和同學到速食店吃晚餐，我們點了兩個漢堡、「雞份一塊」…
師評：好吃嗎？雞糞？（雞塊一份）

６、星期天準備外出逛街時，匆忙之間不小心給「肛門」夾到，真倒楣!!
師評：老師很好奇──誰的肛門這麼大…？（鋼門）

７、四下無人，不要從背後 拍我肩膀，我很容易「受精」…
師評：孩子，我可能是你爸哦… 老師記得曾這樣讓很多人「受精」喔!（受驚）

８、逛完花市後，我花錢買下「賤男」，準備帶回家過年。
師評：發音正確一點，「劍蘭」會哭的…

９、我的歷史老師長髮披肩，個子矮小，脾氣不好，有一點點「胸」…
師評：歷史老師要我轉告你「等下上歷史課﹐皮給我繃緊一點。」（兇）

１０、我認為自己是個品學兼「憂」的好學生…
師評：你是該憂了──不及格。（優）

１１、在「崎嶇坎坷」的人生「康莊大道」上，我們要堅定方向…
師評：此路可繼世界八大奇蹟兵馬俑之後，登上第九大奇蹟。

１２、從小就住在我們家隔壁的陳伯伯住家三樓最後面一間廚房不知道為什麼會
三不五時地飄來一陣又一陣烹煮紅燒牛肉時所散發出來的濃濃迷人中藥味道…
師評：明天麻煩你一口氣唸完這句給我聽，不准換氣。

"男生有了女朋友后的20个惨状"

一、没认识你之前我拿奖学金，认识你之后我差点补考。

二、我忍着让别人笑话的耻辱给你洗衣服。

三、一个苹果，都给你吃。两个苹果，我把大的给你吃。

四、同吃一条鱼，我让你吃鱼肉，我自己吃鱼头。

五、你这么难看，我还说你漂亮。我这么帅，你还说我难看。

六、出去玩都是我花钱，回来我只能吃萝卜（你省下钱当然可以自己吃鱼翅了）。

七、认识你之前我没交过女朋友。认识我之前你交了两个男朋友。

八、你生气时，我让你当出气筒。我生气时，我把自己当出气筒。

九、你想吻我的时候就可以吻我。我想吻你的时候还要经过你同意。

十、你经常打我，我从来没有打过你。

十一、有一次你问我如果你爱上别的男人了我会怎样，我说我要杀了那个男的。我又问你如果我爱上了别的女人了你会怎样，你说你要阉了我。

十二、我买了200块的衣服给你，骗你才50块。你买了30块的手表给我，骗我要300块。

十三、我把你的耳机用坏了，我买新的赔你。你把我的自行车丢了，连句对不起也没说。

十四、你生病一次，我要瘦两斤。我生病一次，你反而胖两斤（你来寝室陪我，吃光了我所有的零食。）

十五、我没嫌你矮，你却嫌我高。

十六、你来我家，我睡沙发。我去你家，还是我睡沙发。

十七、那次去看露天演唱会，你骑在我头上看得津津有味，我被你压在下面在人群中流泪。

十八、我家的狗生了，我把最好看的一条送给你。你却把你养得快要死掉的金鱼送给我，害我才养两天就得给它们送终。

十九、我给你洗了N次的袜子，从未给你丢过一只。你只在我生病的时候给我洗了两双袜子，就各丢一只。

二十、我陪你去买东西时我主动帮你提东西，你却从来没问过要不要帮我提东西。

"永远不要嘲笑别人的梦想"

一天,一个盲人带着他的导盲犬过街时,一辆大卡车失去控制,直冲过来,盲人当场被撞死,他的导盲犬为了守卫主人,也一起惨死在车轮底下。

主人和狗一起到了天堂门前。

一个天使拦住他俩,为难地说:“对不起,现在天堂只剩下一个名额,你们两个中必须有一个去地狱。”

主人一听,连忙问:“我的狗又不知道什么是天堂,什么是地狱,能不能让我来决定谁去天堂呢？”

天使鄙视地看了这个主人一样,皱起了眉头,她想了想,说:“很抱歉,先生,每一个灵魂都是平等的,你们要通过比赛决定由谁上天堂。”

主人失望地问:“哦,什么比赛呢？”

天使说:“这个比赛很简单,就是赛跑,从这里跑到天堂的大门,谁先到达目的地,谁就可以上天堂。不过,你也别担心,因为你已经死了,所以不再是瞎子,而且灵魂的速度跟肉体无关,越单纯善良的人越快.主人想了想,同意了.

天使让主人和狗准备好,就宣布赛跑开始。她满心以为主人为了进天堂,会拼命往前奔,谁知道主人一点也不忙,慢吞吞地往前走着。更令天使吃惊的是,那条导盲犬也没有奔跑,它配合着主人的步调在旁边慢慢跟着,一步都不肯离开主人。天使恍然大悟:原来,多年来这条导盲犬已经养成了习惯,永远跟着主人行动,在主人的前方守护着他。可恶的主人,正是利用了这一点,才胸有成竹,稳操胜券,他只要在天堂门口叫他的狗停下就可以了。

天使看着这条忠心耿耿的狗,心里很难过,她大声对狗说:“你已经为主人献出了生命,现在,你这个主人不再是瞎子,你也不用领着他走路了,你快跑进天堂吧!”

可是,无论是主人还是他的狗,都像是没有听到天使的话一样,仍然慢吞吞地地往前走,好像在街上散步似的。

果然,离终点还有几步的时候,主人发出一声口令,狗听话地坐下了,天使用鄙视的眼神看着主人。

这时,主人笑了,他扭过头对天使说:“我终于把我的狗送到天堂了,我最担心的就是它根本不想上天堂,只想跟我在一起……所以我才想帮它决定,请你照顾好它。”

天使愣住了。

主人留恋地看着自己的狗,又说:“能够用比赛的方式决定真是太好了,只要我再让它往前走几步,它就可以上天堂了。不过它陪伴了我那么多年,这是我第一次可以用自己的眼睛看着它,所以我忍不住想要慢慢地走,多看它一会儿。如果可以的话,我真希望永远看着它走下去。不过天堂到了,那才是它该去的地方,请你照顾好它。”

说完这些话,主人向狗发出了前进的命令,就在狗到达终点的一刹那,主人像一片羽毛似的落向了地狱的方向。他的狗见了,急忙掉转头,追着主人狂奔。满心懊悔的天使张开翅膀追过去,想要抓住导盲犬,不过那是世界上最纯洁善良的灵魂,速度远比天堂所有的天使都快。

所以导盲犬又跟主人在一起了,即使是在地狱,导盲犬也永远守护着它的主人。

天使久久地站在那里,喃喃说道:“我一开始就错了,这两个灵魂是一体的,他们不能分开……”
　　
最后，我要说：这个世界上,真相只有一个,可是在不同人眼中,却会看出不同的是非曲直。这是为什么呢？其实,道理很简单,因为每个人看待事物,都不可能站在绝对客观公正的立场上,而是或多或少地戴上有色眼镜,用自己的经验、好恶和道德标准来进行评判,结果就是——我们看到了假象。
　　
"友谊的幸福之一，是知道了可以向谁倾吐秘密。"如果你收到了这封信，是因为有人在默默的祝福你，因为你也爱你身边的一些人。如果你总说太忙，不能将这封信转寄出去，老是说："改天再寄。"你将永远都不会去做这件事的。所以，不要找借口，静心的看看这篇古老印度来的故事，然后决定为你的朋友们作一些事，从传寄这封信开始。当你说："你是我的好朋友"时，请认真的说出来。当你道歉时请看着对方的眼睛。

永远不要嘲笑别人的梦想。不要随便给一个人定性。说话时要慢，思想时要快。

打电话的时候请你微笑，对方一定感觉得到。

"一封流传世界达131年的信"

在日本发生了一件千真万确的事：有人为了装修家里，拆开了墙；日式住宅的墙壁通常是中间架了木板后，两边批上泥土，其实里面是空的。

他拆墙壁的时候，发现一只壁虎被困在那里一根从外面钉进来的钉子钉住了那只壁虎的尾巴。那人见状，既觉可怜又感好奇，他仔细看了看那根钉子，天啊！那根钉子是十年前盖那房子的时候钉的。

到底怎么回事？那只壁虎竟然困在墙壁里活了整整十年！黑暗中的墙壁里的十年，真不简单。不对呀？他继而寻思，尾巴被钉住了，一个步子也跨不出的这只壁虎，到底靠什么撑过了这十年？他于是暂时停止了装修工程看看它到底吃了什么 !他要一探究竟。

过了不久，不知从哪里又钻出来一只壁虎，嘴里含着食物 ...啊！他一时愣住了，这是什么样的情形啊？为了被钉住尾巴而不能走动的壁虎，另一只壁虎竟然在十年的岁月里一直不停地衔取食物喂它。我听了以后，很感动，真的也不去想它们之间的关系：

亲子，朋友，异性，手足 ....在人类的社会中随着计算机的普及，人与人获取相关的信息更快速，但是人与人之间的距离是否也越来越接近呢？ ... 所以永远也不要放弃你所爱的人！

Why Why Tell Me Why..........

Dunno why.....Lot people not very shuang with you..... I also got a bit bu shuang with you lah..... Mcm 3 years old children..... Last time like that.... this time like that.... today also like that.... Really lot people are very very bu shuang with you..... I heard so many "news" about you in KMPP from other people..... They say this say that..... Even from my best friend I also can heard about you..... Dunno you are very famous leh or wat..... If cannot then quit lah..... Dun asyik join in since other people dun like it..... U r very keras kepala..... Then got problem you will surely complain this complain that to your parent de..... Mcm budak kecil..... I even matured than you loh..... I swear..... I am childish but not the childiest in KMPP..... You are the one who like children.... Always want other people bertolak ansur with you.... I hampir cannot tahan liao..... First time I know u u r ok for me de ah..... And u still remember??? U r first people I kenal in KMPP..... But why now you will become like this???? I really don't understand..... But I now really believe that time can sharply change a person's attitude, mind, acting...... All people I firstly know in KMPP now all changed 180 degree..... I dunno how to explain but I really can't accept what they all did from the beginning til now.... Luckily only 1 more month then I can say goodbye to KMPP..... If not there's still a long way I still need to suffer..... LOL.....

You Are An Idiot!!!!!

Why you acting like this??? Ask someone to ask me bring that stuff..... Then after i bring it you didn't even tell me to use it..... I feel very sienz with you loh..... Thought your pose quite high then can do anything you like lah..... FUCK YOU!!!!! Even you are in a relationship also no need to act like this!!!! IDIOT!!!! Your attitude is making me dunno how to respect on you..... I even think that your mind are affected by your XX..... This mean that you are so so cheap!!!!! I thought you will at least inform me if i didn't participate it but u DIDN'T!!!!! You just acting like nothing happen then day by day you forgot liao loh..... You win liao loh..... I lose liao loh.... You are right loh.....I am the 1 who fooled by you loh..... CB..... I had never seen a people which attitude can be like you de..... Not responsible at all..... It is very normal if thing are going to fail on you loh..... Padan Muka..... Don't you find me to talk..... I will feel embarrasing and angry and will bit you until your XX can't even recognize you..... Your XX also a SH lai de..... Everytime i see it i feel very angry..... Muka sombong thought self very geng pulak..... Go die lah..... U and XX together is really a JUE PEI!!! Now I feel more comfortable after I critisize you like this.... I like it..... You have tidak berhak to stop me or fight back my word!!!!! Because all this is a REALITY..... If you don't believe then fine lah..... You are running away..... I have my right to speak out my voices..... This is my freedom.....I like to say what then say what lah..... SH!!!!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!

Happy CNY to everybody lah.... Hahahaha..... Errr..... this few days some day quite fun but some day quite boring de..... Especially first day and second day ah..... Really very boring for me..... Not like a normal CNY 1st and 2nd days celebration at all..... LOL.....

One day before the CNY, I and my uncle reached Alor Setar at 1am.....Then sleep when reach grandmum's hse..... At the morning, I wake up at 8.30am..... My mum and my family members was there..... Next follow by my other relatives..... Yao Hong and his family..... and also the very very cute dog-"ALVIN".....

Then what we do???? Of course chit chat lah..... Since so so long time no see each other..... Then the whole day quite boring til the 12am night which approaching 1st day of the CNY at 12am.....

1st day still ok lah..... at least got go Jitra Mall watch movie..... Name "大兵小将". By Wang Lee Hom and Jackie Chan de..... But war not like war..... My cousin can't stop laughing about it cause very funny for him..... especially when reached the scenes where Lee Hom and Jackie fight with each other and also Lee Hom falling down from the slope..... Hahahaha..... Then that day really really very tired..... I even sleep at 10pm..... ZZZ.....

2nd day..... OMG..... Dunno what should I say..... It is BORING!!!!! BORING!!!!! Aiya..... other people celebrate CNY should be happy and fun de..... But me dunno why so boring..... The whole day we just facing the television.... Watching a variety of movie series..... Then very fast..... the night has come..... We overnite at aunt hse which is ah Ping'shse.....

3rd day..... I wake up at 10am..... Quite late but it is a nice sleep lah..... Air-cond room boh..... Confirm very comfortable lah.... But the weakness is..... I will suffer from sneezing everytime i wake up from a Air-cond room..... Then today also quite boring til the night..... We had BBQ at other aunt's hse..... I got to had 2 tin of carlsberg..... Then my head keep confuse and confuse..... 1 tin should be enough for me i think..... Why I able to drink??? Hahahaha..... It is a very very funny question..... Go ask my KMPP's gang lah..... They teach me de..... hahahahaha! Then the BBQ food quite delicious lah..... Coz got me helping also mah... Wahahaha! But the thg hat always overcooked is the hot dog..... always come out with black colour skin....Hahahaha......

Today is the 4th day.....Dunno got what wil happen leh????? I am waiting to figure out about it.....Hehehehehe..... :)

10 FEBRUARY 2010......

Today..... I make my friend start a task which in order to find his birthday present. There are two mission that he need to complete under my conduction..... 1st task is find Miss Chew to take his 1st present-Video CD. Whereas 2nd task is to take his real birthday present from another person which is WRONG(T-shirt). Then hoh..... Very funny lah..... He keep asking on me and WRONG. Then we pretend dunno and dunno. Then hoh he feel very DU LAN loh..... Hahahahaha..... Asyik find find and find people..... Facing DING hoh..... He dunno want to ask wat pulak..... Then also not dare to go find tat LSL also..... Miss Chew leh lagi cham..... Asyik talk crap in front of her.....Then he feel susah to open his mouth to ask present from Mis Chew coz he feel paiseh lah.... Hahahaha..... Me and WRONG also there..... We also feel very funny lah..... Didn't think of Miss Chew sendiri will fool him more than what i expected..... Then leh..... That day also got KMPP Got Talent Event..... 3 of us go luanluan sing the song "Everytime" without any practise and rehearsal. Then also sing Birthday song to him at the event..... I almost cry out that time leh..... Between that song we sing also quite touch de..... Hahahaha..... Then that night quite boring also..... We just meet up and give present which is that T-Shirt and also take some photo nia..... Hahahaha..... Lastly..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU lah!!! It is the first time we celebrate for you but maybe also the last time we celebrate for you..... Hope u be happy always..... :)

UPS II Results........

Stupid......... Economic again....... B- leh....... Even getting worst than last time..... PNGK also same as last time..... 3.68..... Aiya..... Luckily not PSPM II..... But hoh..... Lot people also didn't get 4flats loh..... I quite hairan de..... RR, JV, KJ, FY, JS, WY, YJ, SL and more and more..... Dunno why for this time hoh..... Should be get 4flats de didn't get..... Didn't expect de will get pulak..... So hairan loh..... hehehehe..... Economic.... BAYARAN PERKHIDMATAN BANK!!!!!!!!! I will remember u forever!!!!!!! U r not positive!!!!! U r NEGATIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEGATIVE!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY..........

Really really sorry very much..... I dunno this will happen on you..... Later will go find u le..... Dunno u will got wat respond leh??? Angry?? Pretend nth?? optimistic?? Nvm?? Or other respond else?? I am really feel sorry to you..... I also dunno my pendrive will be like this..... If u want me to have a gantirugi..... Ok..... I will promise you but it is very difficult for me..... Maybe need to work at future then one day later call you out to meet some where and then pay you bek..... That situation I experienced before..... It is source of the stupid VIRUS!!!!!!! STUPID VIRUS!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!! I m really really sorry..... >.<

Class Replacement.....

Today 12.30pm right..... We..... The account Chinese people have got a replacement class for economic by Miss Chew..... And..... Good news..... We had finished chapter 5 within 1 hour..... which is the topic 5 " Inflasi dan Pengangguran." For me..... This chapter is really very easy..... cause it was teached by our beloved teacher Miss Chew. I feel that all the lecturer that teached by Miss Chew is very easy for me..... I also dunno why loh..... Maybe she is chinese teacher gua...... Hahahahaha..... Feel good to be teach by Miss Chew..... Aiya..... Why she not my tutorial teacher neh..... I feel quite sad de loh..... Hahahahaha..... Tomorrow amazing race oh..... Must jia you to get champion!!!! CHAMPION WAITING FOR US!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

Finally...........

Wow..... finally i hav finished my BI report!!!! But too bad cannot print yet..... coz library de printer dunno what happen loh..... haiz..... And that amazing race ah..... Pn Iza will play wif us although she will need to rush to USM at the afternoon..... Really really thanks to her..... hahahahaha..... Dunno wat to belanja her yet oh..... Now just left that KMPP Got Talent and also ICT Video need to do nia..... My busyness is decrease and keep decreasing..... This is a good omen..... Hahahaha..... At least I no need to feel tension with lot of stuff that wait for me to complete it..... Huhuhuhu~~~ :)

A Coming Event.....

Finally..... Almost is the day that I dunno should I feel happy, funny or sad..... It must be the first time but also maybe the last time..... After this and after few month we will need to fly anywhere..... I think..... That time I will surely cry up..... Hahahaha..... Because friendship had take part between me and all of them..... If we were separated, I guess the first person will cry among all of us is me..... I don't want..... Why time pass by so so fast??? But although such thing will happen, i know we are still best friend forever..... Nomatter where I am..... My heart will always fill up with all of us..... Which bringing the happiness to continue my life in the future..... :) FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!!!!!!!

BUSY STUFF.....

OMG..... There was a lot of thing I need to be very busy with it..... Video Making Competition, ICT KMPP Amazing Race, Volley Ball Competition(I will need to be at the court as a manager), Basketball Competition(Suddenly got take part.... Hahahaha.... Dunno why loh....), Then KMPP's Marathon Run I also need to participated, KMPP Got Talent, ICT Boost, BI Report, and so on..... so on..... Dunno what happen..... Suddenly too many things happen at one time.... I dunno myself can handle or not.... But yet after the Chinese New Year Celebration, thing will surely be very very free de..... So just wait for that time lah..... Hahahaha.....

Happy or Sad???

Just now I had my Bussiness extra class. Pn Zuraina had arranged all 9 people of our class that some quite good in Business whereas some quite not good in Bussiness. And..... I don't know should I feel happy or not..... Teacher had arrange me with her..... I think suddenly..... Why so kebetulan de??? I don't know how to face her yet ..... Don't know how she respond leh??

Just now Pn Zuraina told me:

"she is quite pity because she don't know what I say everytime in tutorial, so can you help her?"

"I will try my best to help her." I told teacher.

Then teacher reply me "If you cannot adapt very much then tell me, I will arrange or exchange you with other people."

"I see first.... If really cannot..... Then I will tell mdm you again.... Thanks anyway..... :)" I reply.

Now I just wait and find out. Can we become good friend again like first day we meet up..... I really want to know about it..... Anyway.... Still want to thank Pn Zuraina to give me this "chances" to help her up.... Maybe 1 day I will change if I really feel weird like last semester.

After Holiday.....

Today is the first day school open and I wake up at lately 7.30am..... The first lecturer today is Accounting. We had learned new chapter which chapter 7..... After that is English period..... So sad..... I got my MUET Result slip..... 145 out of 300!!!!! What the hack..... Almost near to Band 2..... Then the whole day carry on as usual..... Nothing special had happen today except that sad MUET slip..... Luckily today i got no homework..... Now so so free blogging over hee..... Duno which day will the UPS result being annouce..... Quite waiting de..... Hahahahaha.....

MUET Results.....

Finally..... It came out..... Band 3..... Band 3..... Band 3..... Oh shit, quite not good..... I make my decision to retest..... But..... majority also band 3..... Wei Ying, Wei Jia, Kar Seong, Jian Fei, Azzuween, Chee Hang..... Jeevan and Khang Juin Band 4 pula..... So geng ah.... Haiz.....Nevermind lah..... lot people also band 3.... some band 2 pulak..... dunno how.... just wish them also can go in university they want.... having 2 weeks of holidays now..... quite relax but lazy to do homework.... LOL....

The Reason II

"I feel like no one in this world can understand me. My friend keep on asking me why want to treat him like this. But I really got my own reason, what's wrong I just treat him as friend? I dunno..... When people saw me and him eating and talking, they will say something bad of me. I really care about this.... Still remember I told you I was very manja?? That's why I really can't accept when people look me with a different point of view. That day I told him already I treat him as friend. I want to ask you something. How much you know him? All you see here is that the true him?? I don't want to tell what's the reason treat him so cold. I really can't accept something of him. So be fair to him, I will tell him one more time my final decision. Then I want problem can be solve peacefully. Actually I can be friend with him, just really really can't accept something of him, so I feel like i don't want to talk to him. Can you understand that feeling??? Ok.... I will tell him, I really really hope he can understand me this time. He got the right to choose how he is going to live. Just wait and figure it out....."

The UPS.....

This 3 days i have suffer enough..... Finally come til the end of the UPS..... Then I can relax finally..... But I was very relax this 3 days lah..... All subjects majority not a big big problem..... Except the economic..... Fuck it!!!!! I can't get fourflat because of it..... Cause other subjects was so easy for me and I was confidence to get A..... Why???? I asking my self..... I keep asking and asking for myself..... Why I add the Bank Service Fee but not to minus it????? I so regret for not memorize well well for the economic..... Haiz..... Not only me..... Myfriend also keep arguing for no fourflat for this subject..... Then majority of students also get confused with that quantitatif question.... Then I hope can get bonus mark for that question..... With this then only I can get 4flats..... :) I wondering from semester 1..... My bussiness was truthfully worst than my economic..... But how I can get A- for bussiness but B for Economic???? I still don't understand..... Then in semester 2 I finally can figured out that my bussiness's grade will surely greater than my economic's grade..... So weird and i can't expect of it.....

Maybe.....

"Maybe..... you are right..... I m just a normal KL city boy..... What also dunno.... I was not to too lan si here lan si there..... But you told me also..... Man not bad, woman not like..... Sorry for overplayed..... Sorry for acting like this..... I don't want to lost a friend like you that I can trust and can play....." :(

"Maybe..... you are very sot to me..... Sikit-sikit only then we started to fight and play like kindergarten children..... Then everytime I lost to you..... I feel not satisfied.... hahahaha..... But play is play..... We are still friend forever..... Then sometime you will shoot me with your BB gun..... So sot..... Then I fan jian let you shoot pulak.... I also dunno why..... My skin itchy???? hahahaha!!!! Now.... you told me your BB gun spoiled.... I was planning to give you my gun's pump since my gun cannot use already....." :)

"Maybe..... you are better than me..... Your SPM result and UPS result are even better than me..... I so jealous..... Not only this..... You are excellent in wushu and basketball also..... Thanks for teaching me play basketball in time in KMPP..... I was so happy and glad to become a basketball player under you..... I lost satisfiable....." :)

"Maybe..... you are so serious sometime..... Especially when I facing problem with the one I like very much..... You keep nasihat on me and I accepted all satisfiable. Then you and ks say want introduce CHIN for me pulak..... Hahahaha.... I really dunno what so good about Chin and what she padan with me except she is shorter than me..... If I be with her than I was considered sister brother love leh..... Ei ei ei..... Dun u guy forget she born 3 days earlier than me..... hahahaha....." :)

"Maybe..... you are talkative..... you ah..... always talk other people bad thing without thinking..... Then false can become truth because of you..... Your mouth dunno make how many people beh song and cried loh..... hahahaha..... You told me punya mah..... remember????" :)

FRIEND FOREVER!!!!! :D

The Reason.....

"Erm... I also dunno how to explain... I very care what other people said..... Then the way he treat me make me feel a bit not comfortable... Maybe he is too good for me..."

"I also dunno how to say... We are just friend but he treat me more than that. But I know he did nothing wrong....."

"That's why... He never tell me he want to be with me... So I treat him as normal friend... But the way he treat me is more than friend, so other people thought i am her gf."

"I treat him as a best and special friend. Plus he never tell me he want to be with me, so i just treat him that way. If he tell me at the beginning, I will tell him honestly my taught."

"Don't you be like that...Not so serious cause he was still my best friend... Now is the time to study hard... if got destiny, no matter how far, finally will be together right??? So you no need to apologize to me..."

"Was that the way he should do toward a girl he like???Just assume I like him then can be together already?? No!!! It is not true!!! If I like a person so much, but I still got the right to choose."

Penang Trip.....

Last thursday i had went penang island with my fellow friends which ks, rr, ween, jf, han and may chee as well..... It was torchering cause we have to wait for somebody to finish his thing then only we go island together..... We stayed at Friendship Motel for 2 night..... At the first night..... We went to Gurney Drive's "Wai Sek Kai" to had our dinner..... Luckily I didnt spent too much more than my budget..... And the food and drinks are delicious as well..... Hahahaha..... Eat quite full with wan tan mee, satay and other foods..... Next, we went Gurney Plaza to wait for the launching of the Christmas countdown ceremony..... The situation very high due to the people spraying the snow sprayer everywhere..... Then the DBKL people rushing out and trying to catch people who playing the sprayer and messing up the roadway.....Road accident almost happen due to the people who are playing the snow sprayer..... Around 12.30am, we went back to our motel by cab..... Oh My God!!!!!! It is RM 7.70 per person..... Shit..... So expensive..... After going back to motel, we had bath 1st and play poker and next, we having supper beside the sea..... Around 3am, Everybody went to sleep... ZZZ.....


At the second day in the morning, I wake up "early" at 10am, we have our breakfast at chinese restaurant near to the motel..... I was very very hungry until I ate wan tan mee and western food as well..... Hohohoho..... Then, funny thing happen, "Give me all eggs pork wantan mee!!!!! Don't want wantan don't want pork!!!!" Then eat what??? I can't stop laughing on it..... It was very funny!!!!! He cannot eat pork..... So how????? wan tan mee don't want wan tan lah..... No choices..... Hahahaha.... Oic.... It was a vegetarian mee serving up to him..... After the breakfast..... We met up with CK which coming alone to island after sent his friend to Bayan Lepas..... Then we plan to check-out and went Batu Ferringhi to play..... This is the 1st time I drunk sea water..... So salty!!!!! This is the 1st time I played banana boat and being thrown into the middle of the deep blue sea..... That time I can feel myself very near to devil..... I quite scared that time cause I dunno how to swim..... But I also feel quite proud cause it was the 1st time I be at the middle of the deep blue sea..... Everybody was dropped from the banana boat to left hand side except rr. I wondering how he dropped to right han side..... hahahaha..... Around 3pm after bath we went to Komtar and Perangin Mall went for shopping..... At that time i decided to stay one more night in Penang Island cause it is too late to going back to school... I feel very touch and almost cry when ks and rr told me want to accompany me to stay one more night in Penang Island when we having KFC as our dinner..... T.T The rest they had went to watch movie at cinemas..... After all of us decided to stay one more night, May chee help us call to the motel and ask for the room again..... At the night inside the komtar, me, rr, ks and jf decided to have a hair cutting..... their RM 19 but mine RM 30!!!!! What the FUCK!!!!! Just washing my hair only..... So innocent..... Then again after we went back to motel, we went out again to eat supper..... Around 12am..... I slept cause too tired..... ZZZ.....


Third day, I wake up early at the 10am also.... We ate indian foor as our breakfast..... Shit..... Very hard to swellow and eat cause the food very yuck..... Then after the breakfast, we check out and going back to school at around 12pm..... Our Penang Trip end here..... Next time will be when.....

The Outing.....

Last friday I had make my decision to go back to Kulim which is my uncle's house. Uncle come to fetch me at 10am..... I reach his house at 11.30am..... So late because need to fetch my cousin which studying politeknik at Kulim also..... He also having holidays for 3 weeks..... Better than me having 3 days nia..... >.< Then I am very very hungry..... Until almost warming out cause stomach very sensitive due to not eating breakfast at the morning..... Luckily my uncle had packed some lunch to eat..... So nice having lunch..... hahahaha..... After the lunch I do my homework..... UPS akaun is making me such a pain..... Aduh!!!!! I finish all paper at 3pm starting from 12.30pm..... It is torchering me leh..... Then at 3.30pm..... I was expecting to watch taiwan series movies..... But aunt planned to bring us go shopping at Giant Supermarket in front of the guard house..... Again my stomach was demanding for food..... I was hungry once again..... Around 5pm we ate KFC as our tea time food. Then went to video game centre to have fun..... I used up RM 4 to play..... At 7pm..... We went for bowling and very lucky..... It just new opened and bowlers are free of charge for 3 days..... So me and my cousin and my uncle and his whole family was enjoy with playing the bowling..... Each person 3 games..... 1 game 10 rounds.... 1 round 2 balls..... So each of us have chances to roll up to 60 balls. There was 6 of us..... We used up 3 hours to played 2 games..... When the third game started, the receptionist had stopped us at the second round..... It is unfair cause we didn't play for 3 games yet..... Around 10.00pm, uncle fetched us go eat supper at restaurant near his house..... We ate fried mee, "wah-tan" kuey teow, and also fried rice. After that, we reached house at 11.30pm.....

In the next day which is saturday, I wake up at 10am..... Quite late..... And in the same day, uncle was planned to going back to Alor Setar to visit relatives..... Breakfast we ate at restaurant also..... I ate "wan tan" mee as my breakfast..... Long time no eat so I feel so enjoy when eating it..... After that..... Again we went to play bowling again..... But this time we just played for 2 games then straight away continued our journey going back to Alor Setar at around 2pm..... We arrive Alor Setar at 4pm and uncle had packed some kuey teow sup for us as the lunch..... Then we go aunt house which is my nephe's house to stay overnight over there..... My aunt keep saying i m excellent cause got 4flats in my PSPM 1..... Hahaha..... Quite happy to heard that.... Then we watch for hong kong series and also horror movie as well... All of us was freaken by the horror movie. Hahahaha..... For me it is good cause i had long time didn't watch this kind of movie..... Then I bathed myself only at 1am. And after that i borrowed laptop from my nephew to online and check my facebook account..... After that i chat with my cousin due to long time no see for 1 year... Both of us slept at 4am.....

Next day which was sunday, I wake up at 9am..... Online again to play mahjong on facebook. Then we all going back to grandmother's house at 10am..... In the same day was my grandfather's passed day. We all went back to pray and meet up with grandmother..... Then the whole day very boring until i felt to sleep..... There was no homework, no laptop, and no food to eat..... So boring for the whole day..... But luckily got pork to eat as lunch and also the dinner..... Then at 8pm, uncle fetch me going back to my school from grandmother's house and i arrived at KMPP at 9.30pm..... My matric card being tahan as well..... Then very tired at the same day..... ZZZ...

Homework.....

This week holidays i m going back to my uncle house at Kulim near KMPP nia..... 30 minutes will arrive my uncle house..... Then of course a lot of omework are waiting for me to finish them one by one..... FUCK!!!!! Why so many de????? I thought this holiday I can rest well well loh..... LOLXX..... Haiz..... UPS Akaun..... That Cik Laila want to discuss boh..... So no choice loh..... Just beri muka her..... DO loh..... Then Tutorial Ekonomi..... Pn Edayu not happy with the whole class cause majority of us didn't finish her homework..... But me is 1 of them of course..... Hahahaha!!!!! Then ah..... Tutorial Bussiness loh..... Dunno Pn Zuraina got discuss punya or not..... I wondering why no need hand in loh..... Then Math no homework loh..... All Tutorial and Reinforcement Practice I had rushed finish inside lectural hall loh..... So easy..... I close one side of my eye also can able to do it lah..... Oh ya..... Last but not least also the speech loh..... Pn Sham so strict..... She told us need to speak up 7 minutes and is compulsory..... If not..... That is only one way..... 0 MARKS..... Haiz..... This holiday will be very very busy with a lot of homework..... Some more UPS are coming soon..... Need to study also loh.....

FRIENDSHIPS.....

Let Me Tell You A Story.....

Once upon a time..... There was two people which are very very very very good in their friendship..... Can be consider friendship forever..... They always play with each others and always help each others to solve several problems that each others facing..... But in 1 day..... Ok..... Let me name this two person X and Y 1st.....

X promise Y thing but X didn't realise the promise for Y..... Then Y feel not happy as well and keep show emo face..... Not only in this promise..... Somebody from one places told X that Y got a bit Emo also..... Was it????? X didn't think of anything..... Just pretend nothing and the cool war among them started since that situation happened..... They didn't talk to each other since that day..... Even meet up also not even show a greet..... X dunno what is Y thinking..... So just keep not moving but to stay at the original point..... Will their friendship become like first time they meet????? Until the end of the earth day what is the ending?????

I think..... If they are friend forever then should not argue with one another..... Should not bu shuang each others..... But..... Things not we think that easy..... It is very very complicated..... This people dunno what that people thinking..... That people also dunno what this people thinking..... So if they think negatively to each others..... Then a friendship will be broken and there is no more friendship again among them exist..... I think..... It is better to wait until a best time then action..... Hoping the others will accept us again at the time we speak out our true voices.....

The Basketball.....

Today I had played basketball crazily with several KMPP sot gang..... I keep loosing the chances to score a goal..... Hahahaha!!!!! It is embarassing for me..... But anyway I am able to score at least 1 to 2 goal in the match..... hahahaha!!!!! They all are extremely very geng loh..... Dunno when can I be like them..... I also wanted to become very professional in playing basketball..... Hahahaha!!!!! But quite exhausted also.... Oh ya..... My friends hoh..... One tell me leg very pain..... Another 1 tell me buttock very pain pulak..... Hahahaha..... Really funny when my friend say that loh..... He told me too happy cause placed 2nd places in the economic explore race..... Then he too happy and jump then fall down kena hit the bouttock pulak..... Hahahaha!!!!! Dunno how he jump de..... Very funny lah..... hahahahaha!!!!!

BB Gun

Shot people very fun loh..... We keep shoting each other together and also other people in KMPP..... Very FAN JIAN..... Hahahaha!!!!! Yer..... My gun is going to die already lah..... Luckily my friend expert on fixing it lah..... This had save my gun from corrupted..... Hahahaha!!!!! But I like to shot them as well althought they are XX for me..... Then they say me FAN JIAN, LAN XI pula..... Hahahaha!!!!! Dunno lah..... They all very funny de lah..... Then I wondering will they play the gun to night????? :0 Hohoho..... Who will be the next prey????? And who will be the next predator????? Hahahahaha!!!!! XD

Milk Templer Trip

Wow..... Quite fun de lah..... Hahahaha!!!!! But very exhaust also..... Tired ah..... Play a lot..... Some more for the whole day we are playing..... We had played The Rope, The Rings, The Worms, Millenium Packaging, News Report and other kind of activity..... But too bad my group had loose badly cause we didn't have enough ohm to cooperate together.... >.< But seriously I had fun a lot..... I become very sot with one of my group member..... She is also very sot..... Then my friend advice me to pick her up pulak..... Wat the..... >.< Hahahaha!!!!! After the whole activity finished at around 5pm, We had lunch near Komtar..... The restorant looks like "Wai Sek Kai" Cause lot of food being sell and even also pork..... Hahahaha..... On the way back to KMPP, I slept comfortable..... ZZZZZ..... Shit..... Tomorrow got class ah.....

Quizzes.....

This week I had a lot of quizzes going on..... Bussiness quiz 2 chapters..... Account quiz 2 chapters..... Math quiz 1 chapter..... Economic quiz 1 chapter..... Total all 6 quizes i had in this busy week..... Some more i keep suffering from sneezing and sore throat in this whole week..... Really very painful and beh song..... Luckily all the quizzes i had not too tough and i m able to answered all of them..... hahahaha.....